The Titans Of My Heart

The titans of my heart,
They pour out like a sunami in Thailand.
I lose you in my head,
I lost you back home,
But never assume that this is the case.

Consume, consume, consume,
As much as our bodies can take,
All i want is the growth,
But rack up again,
Because the destruction is never lost,
Only found again once set back in the dark

Rack up again on the book that made me,
Made me realise what i believe.
Think it true, but maybe not,
Take me for granted,
I'll still fall back for you.

I want you,
I've always wanted you,
But never again.

If we were to start again,
Would you treat me the way you should?

I cannot feel the way you want me to.

Ride me,
Ride me,
Fucking ride me,
Make me bound!

The wave you create i am going to surf,
Like you said you'd water me down.

I can't feel my fingers or toes,
I can't feel my skin crawl,
All i want is to feel the chill's you gave me,
In that first moment we locked eyes,
That bolt of lightening,
That instant thrill.

You excited me,
Where has it gone?
Where the fuck have you gone?
Do i deserve this?
Don't i deserve better?
Crave me again,
Did you ever crave me?